september again? no problem 👌

[sparksjoy]

got a 740 on my gmat <33 sometimes "grinding" works ?!?! "but kia what are your plans going forw—"[you are sniped by a hidden m95, dead in seconds]

watched shang-li with the fam and the only thing I could think the entire time was that tony leung is a dilf. my dad would b like wow this is just like crouching tiger hunting dragon (1. arguably one of the best movies ever made 2. he says this when dragons and/or michelle yeoh are in any piece of media ever) and twas like Appa not nowww the dilf is annihilating his nerd son omfg. anyways I need to watch happy together immediately

lord we all make mistakes.....

in my defense the amt of HIGH QUAL narsas in existence is kind of ridiculous. sad to think I'll never have a naruto phase irl bc the only people who care about naruto in 2021 are boys from school and they'll say some shit like "sasuke is NOT getting rawdogged by the hokage every night" and I'll just have to leave bc of how unrealistic and ooc it is

FINALLY CUT MY HAIR!!! and also randomly got another ear piercing (which hurt like a bitch why are all of my friends lying liars who lie) I'm soooo happy about the hair btw like it's only 7-8 inches shorter but also #GenderRestored or whatever 💛💛

finished light on me which was..... an experience ! feel like everyone already knows I've been a noh shinwoo stan since day 1 bc of my unfort archetype predictability but dudeee I ended up watching all the behind the scenes bc someone I follow on tumbly rted gifsets and nohshinwoo's actor literally looks so much better when he smiles?? but we never see him smiling in the show bc NSW IS A GRUMPY TSUN (which I'm fond of but still) ?!? also I'm so mad that his hair is naturally curly bc like!!! when people are so afraid of goo_junpyo-ing that they end up avoiding styles that may actually suit them better. like yangjungwon is adorable no matter what but I really hope they free him from the shackles of the current popular ~look in korea (straight, 3/4th parting with wispy bangs) TT__TT CURLS ARE GREAT

confession ft. spoilers

hear me out...... ok wait I actually don't have an excuse for this but some point after the first 2 eps aired I went and borrowed a bunch of cj's tokens to read SAEBIT BOYS HIGH SCHOOL COUNCIL: BEHIND THE DESKS which was like a spin-off romcom webtoon starring the guidance counselor (?) and some other teacher he has #history with (kept expecting ssaem's love interest to make an appearance in the show BUT THEY DID SOME OFFSCREEN NAME-ONLY REVEAL). it was... exactly what you'd expect i.e fine, standard BL plot, pretty art etc but mostly I was just swiping through the smut like I am feel uncomfortable when we are not about shinwoo? I signed up for NSW not NSFW ?? he is sooooo CUTE the cutest please..... also taekyung (whose manwha name is taemin) is some kind of otoge protag (technically true) weirdhot stud

can I just say the "reveal" of when shinwoo started liking taekyung was SO FUCKING FUNNY..... like imagine seeing someone say "yeah I'm a friendless loser but I'm proud of it" and being like 😳💘💘💘 the JAKEHOON of it all ?! (not really bc nsw is clearly the bigger loser here but you get it). anyway if u catch me playing the vn to experience romancing nsw as stud!tk..... mind ur own business

finally, feel like it's important to note that I’m not the type to catch feelings something bout you got me stuck and I’m sinking lend me a hand girl come and save me cause I’m falling down down all the way down now +

somehow finished ficmix (11:47pm pago pago timezone the day before REVEALS) + most of itzfest (apologies to the mods who are probably sick of me asking for extensions) + another random heejay..... they are all bad and I need to stop inflicting badfic on the world but I won't because writing is so fun


📝 PLANS???

after a solid 3ish months of just studying and filling out apps I refuse to do anything but MELT into the FLOOR. it's going 2 be great. but also:

• write more silly little fics that spark joy. maybe another tyunning, maybe another yeonbin, maybe some STAYC GIRLS? who knows!! I'm happy to just periodically black out in the gdocs and feign ignorance later
  
• draw ? "draw"?? that was a thing I used to do right
  
• watch hometown cha³ bc friend tl seem to like it a lot <3 see if I can answer important life questions like is kim seonho actually hot or is it just the han_jipyeong effect. heard my girl MINSEO of ODG fame has a role tho!! fond!
  
• read some terribad romcoms in my pink chair #healing #selfcare
  
• my aunt invited me along to dubai for a couple of days AND IM STILL DEBATING WHETHER OR NOT TO GO. like is it safe?? is it RESPONSIBLE??? on one hand I haven't really "travelled" in abt 2.5 years but I also kind of just want to do the aforementioned floor-melting for the foreseeable future..... we'll see
  
• finally watch gp999 as it airs!!!!